this too cute the things people think of!
Banana Peel Trucker Hat (For Bananas) (by Laser Bread)
I’m just soo down today. Its mothers day…. but instead of feeling happy I’m feeling really weary. It is a bit depressing. hopefully I come out of this mood soon… :o(
So i’ve been listening to Bjork instead of doing homework. so freaking bored with myself right now. aim less and fleeting…. seriously who doesn’t like bjork! her voice omg! is piercing! her work is far from predictable and mindless. her music is definitely thinking music. not at all for the feeble mind LOL. bjork is one of those artists that you either lover her or think “what the hell was that about?” she is class by herself. she doesn’t fit into any particular box. but you can feel the emotion in her music! thus I name bjork my fave of the day <333!
i’m in my Japan mode! Love M-flo! & I love their new song. which is on repeat! they got some addictively unique beats that get you all sugary, giddy, bubbly, and just plain happy! so in love<3 right now! so def my fave of the day! enjoy <3333
So after going through a very nerve racking wait! I finally got back a response from CHOP nurse extern program! (about 2 weeks ago) and yes i am one of the 70 nurse externs picked out some ridiculous ~730 applications for the summer 2012 program. I can’t believe it! I’m beyond excited! what a dream come through!
Actually when I went for the interview I thought I bombed it! I was so nervous that day. All you had to do is look at my chest and see my heart beating, no need to take a pulse. LOL! my heart was on step away from jumping out of my chest and unto the table between me and the interviewer. hehehe! I remember my words getting slurred and I had a hard time forming complete sentences. I got home and i was depressed for the rest of the weekend. I looked like all doom and gloom! The questions they asked were all “thinking” questions. For example, ” describe a challenging situation you where in and how you worked your way through this situation?” ” where you see yourself in 5 years?” etc…. and the list goes on. I should of took more time going through interview books. But of course the best thing is to be yourself and be honest!
so now that all that drama is over! i’m going through all these background check stuff now, fingerprinting, child abuse clearance, education check. Off course they got to make sure you are not some kind of weirdo. and got an appt. occupational health next week!! & on top of that i got to find somewhere affordable to live and close to the hospital… very very busy time right now! and on top of that I got my regular work to complete for school also. I’m a complete idiot. I’ve not been keeping good track of my clinical hours. which is not cool at all. I guess part of it is that I lack the motivation to even go to these clinical’s. Although, I do like being in the nursery. I also got about 2 journals that I owe but of course it is going to repeat the same thing.
enough of my rambling! Just very excited that is all <3333
When I thinks about the goodness of the Lord. I shiver… an instant quaking takes hold of me because it is then I realize I don’t do the right things. I’m so often confused about life and the next steps to take. Always wondering what is next. anxiously awaiting the next step. I look at everything around me and instantly feel overwhelmed. I’m tired burned out and make many mistakes but somehow HE get me through it. Even when I feel that everything is leading to a dead end a light starts to shine in the distance… saying ” you can make it you are almost there… keep walking forward.” Lord i pray for strength and courage to keep walking forward even when everything around me looks bleak… I ask you today for forgiveness and grace… I thank you today for another day… and most of all being my shepherd when I get lost…
i love this song!!! ok ok end of my hot chip madness for maybe five minutes…
HOT CHIP MADNESS!!! HOW COULD YOU NOT SHAKE SOMETHING WITH THIS SICK TRACK! <3333
It’s been forever!! I know I abandoned my favorite blog… I blame it on School!!! It was such a crazy semester…. when choosing blog or sleep….obviously I chose sleep lol. anyways i’m back and here to stay at least until the summer is over…
i don’t know what is going on with me today but i’ve been listening to hot chip and LCD Sound system a lot today… I guess I got a thing for “ugly white guys” bands today… and that is the truth the lead singers in these bands are sooo not cute negative eye candy but a resounding YES to EAR candy :o) hehehe <3 I always tend to listen to hot chip when I’m in that experimental sort of mood… sooo of course I got to post fave or you can say faves of the day!!!! YAY
(Source: youtu.be)
city streets walking
snowflakes falling
Thinking…, Thinking
about the time when snowflakes fall..
and eyes twinkled looking up
puzzzzled by it soft, cold, magic
wanting…, wanting
to regress
to fall back…making angels
But these gray coats surround with sullen faces
white washed stones
But me, my colored insides-rainbow heart
longs to peak through the crevices of gray
& pour out onto the white canvases of snow.
